Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Que sera sera

Aayu sat in front of the music system, punching buttons.

Anu: What'r you doing, honey?

Aayu: Shhh, don't disturb, this is ATM. I'm taking money.
(All those green and red LED numbers flickering on the console, I guess)

Anu: Really? *smiles at the li'l one's imagination and goes hugs her*

I watched them quietly from the couch.

Some day, my little one will indeed be drawing real money from a real ATM. When she was an infant, I yearned to hear her talk, walk and generally do all that a kid does. Now she talks nine to the dozen, doing things that make my teeth go all tingly with fatherly affection. Tomorrow she'll grow up to be a sensible & beautiful young woman, having her own life to lead, her own responsibilities towards the world at large. *Sigh*, she'll never be my li'l aayu again. One I used to 'see-saw' on my legs, one who used to swing on my arm, one who'd mistake me for a mountain and go climbing right atop my head (no kidding), the one I'd seat on my palms and play 'spring chair' with; one who climbed my tummy middle of the night and slept, clutching me; one who rode on my back, playing 'elfy elfy'; one whose million dollar smile would immediately make all my worries look like chicken-feed.

I think I understand grandparents a whole lot better now.

12 comments:

  1. your last line said it all...before you know,her lil ones will be playing see saw on your leg...

    tahtz one of my fave childhood memories...me playin see saw on dad's legs!
    :) thanks!

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  2. Anonymous6:57 PM

    awwww....that was so sweet... :)

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  3. Anonymous9:45 PM

    Cute post.
    Reminded me of this :

    http://www.lyricsstyle.com/b/bobcarlisle/butterflykisses.html

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  4. Ash & Angel:Thanks..Ash, can't see the page (IT guys've websensed it..grrrr)

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  5. All red reading it :">

    Such a lovely utter, you just made me lotsa senti and homesick- missing and loving my (grand)parents.

    And here are those 'butterfly kisses', if I am not mistaken, rite ash?

    Butterfly Kisses
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    There's two things I know for sure
    She was sent here from Heaven
    And she's daddys little girl
    As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
    She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
    And I thank God for all of the joy in my life
    Oh but most of all

    For butterlfy kisses after bedtime prayer
    Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
    Walk beside the pony dady
    It's my first ride
    I know the cake looks funny daddy
    But i sure tried
    Oh with all that I've done wrong
    I must have done something right
    TO deseve a hug every mornin
    And butterfly kisses at night

    Sweet 16 today
    She's lookin like her mama
    A little more every day
    One part woman
    The other part girl
    To perfume and mke up
    From ribbons and curls
    Trying her wongs out in a great big world
    But I remember

    Butterlfy kisses after bedtime prayer
    Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
    You know how much I love you dady
    But if you don't mind
    I'm only gonna kiss you on the check this time
    Oh with all that I've done wrong
    I muct have done something right
    To deserve her love every mornin
    And butterfly kisses at night

    All the precious time
    Like the wind the years go by
    Precious Butterfly
    Spread yuor wings and fly

    She'll change her name today
    She'll make a promise and I'll give her aways
    Standing in the bride room just starin at her
    She asked me what I'm thinkin
    And I said I'm not sure
    I just feel like I'm loosin my baby girl
    And she leaned over

    And gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there
    Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
    Walk me down the isle daddy
    It's just about time
    Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?
    Daddys don't cry
    Oh with all that I've done wrong
    I must have done something right
    To deserve her love every mornin and butterfly kisses
    I couldn't ask GOd for more than this is what love is
    I know I've got to let her go but I'll always remember
    Every hug in the mornin and butterly kisses

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  6. I think she'll always be your li'l Aayu regardless :)

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  7. ashish: Thanks man...for droppin' by andpasting that beautiful verse here.. :")

    Khush: Yeah, you're probably right. I can never imagine her as a grown up (in thought, at least). Take care..

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  8. all i could say after reading this was awwwwwwwwwwwwwww..... blessed are those who can enjoy the love of their famiies! :)

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  9. P: You bet they are.. :)

    Thanks for commenting on this one - made me go back in time once more.

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  10. Nope. She might grow physically but deep inside she'll always be your itsy-bitsy Aayu:)

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